true anyway

i hate being in this state

and moreee hate writing such a crappy post like previous.

a sappy post

but i couldnt agree more with this. 

just couldnt.agree.more.than.this

hurt

i feel hurt

they say

scar will be heal through time

there is no such thing as scar cant heal?

what about the one that I've been wearing for 3 years?

what i really feel?

hurt, lost, ignored, loser, hopeless 

i just kind of want to start a new life

forget everything. put everything behind

not knowing anything in 3 years previous

can i even do that?

i really need someone to talk

but i dont know what my problem is

and everyone kind of ignoring me

kind of treating me like i was nothing

idk exactly or im being paranoid

anyway, it just hurt

if theres a future we want it NOW

cant wait for this!

ive been waiting like what 

almost 3 years now since "brand new eyes"

new single 'NOW' freakin awesome

expected on 9 April 2013

3 months moree nothing compare to 3 years

soo yeah im stoked!

you dont remember, i cant forget

i dont really have a name for what i feel right now.

i dont behave like a friend supposed to behave

i wish, just wish

dont ever appear right before my eyes,again

dont contact me, just dont have anything to do with me

ever again

i thought i was moving on

im pretty sure bout that

not until i know something i shouldnt have

not until i just knew i was actually care all along 

i cant hear those song, whatever song that remind me

i mean

couldnt you just not take advantage of me?

and 

i feel incredibly stupid, loser

what im even worth of

im just pretty messed up