disfunction between you&me

MARCH

hello march.

nak bagitau

haritu pegi big bad wolf and end up buying nothing 

sebab too lazy to que yang panjang gila 

& survey phone

bengang sebab

seller dia semua bangang.

i mean, of course la ive read somewhere about the phone i wanna buy

you expect me nak percaya exactly what you say

even they have the dumbest salesman dekat samsung centre

whatever, im deciding buying iPhone anyway. heh

and the reason terasa nak blogging 

just because this one song remind of someone

your body is wonderland - john mayer

oh honey, trust me, its not you anymore

its someone else now

im finally moving on.

thank god to that.

i may sleep myself to neyo, john mayer and jason mraz tonight :)

true anyway

i hate being in this state

and moreee hate writing such a crappy post like previous.

a sappy post

but i couldnt agree more with this. 

just couldnt.agree.more.than.this

hurt

i feel hurt

they say

scar will be heal through time

there is no such thing as scar cant heal?

what about the one that I've been wearing for 3 years?

what i really feel?

hurt, lost, ignored, loser, hopeless 

i just kind of want to start a new life

forget everything. put everything behind

not knowing anything in 3 years previous

can i even do that?

i really need someone to talk

but i dont know what my problem is

and everyone kind of ignoring me

kind of treating me like i was nothing

idk exactly or im being paranoid

anyway, it just hurt

if theres a future we want it NOW

cant wait for this!

ive been waiting like what 

almost 3 years now since "brand new eyes"

new single 'NOW' freakin awesome

expected on 9 April 2013

3 months moree nothing compare to 3 years

soo yeah im stoked!

you dont remember, i cant forget

i dont really have a name for what i feel right now.

i dont behave like a friend supposed to behave

i wish, just wish

dont ever appear right before my eyes,again

dont contact me, just dont have anything to do with me

ever again

i thought i was moving on

im pretty sure bout that

not until i know something i shouldnt have

not until i just knew i was actually care all along 

i cant hear those song, whatever song that remind me

i mean

couldnt you just not take advantage of me?

and 

i feel incredibly stupid, loser

what im even worth of

im just pretty messed up